Lesson 3

I tried to get good pics of licks and sucking the whipped cream of the dildo but they were too dark. I will admit in last training I had a hard time sucking on a dildo but now I am beginning enjoy it knowing that it pleases you Aksha. Getting the first 6 inches was pretty easy but the last two were tough. It took maybe 3-4 minites before I was able to force the dildo all the way in. I tried to see how long I could stay with my nose touching the balls but after a second or two I would gag again. I gagged so many times my eyes were watering.

Reading "Using His Mouth" was a complete turn on. The idea of my mouth being used for your pleasure would be a dream. I would be thinking that I was going to please you orally but then finding a dildo gag is getting shoved in my mouth to allow you to ride the dido on the other side would be a partial let down. When you started knowing that every time I gagged it was bringing you pleasure on the other end I would begin to enjoy gagging on that.

Lesson 2

I have been behind in getting blog updates to a lack of time to access the site but was able to read lesson 2 right after it came up.

I went to Target to get a new pair of nude pantyhose and red nail polish in between travel between cities. When I arrived at the hotel I striped down to just underwear then painted my nails and toe nails. I waited for that to dry, then unlocked my self for my night time jerk. I was worried about trying to get right to edge that I would have an accident knowing that edging is hard for me. I got to where I was extremely horny and wanted to finish I let go. I didn't leak more then a drop of pre-cum but a rarely have pre-cum leaking from edging. Once I went soft again locked my self back up. I slide on the panty hose and went to bed.

I wore the pantyhose and had my nails polished the last two days. Wearing the pantyhose with underwear made the sensations much more intense.

The third way story was freighting yet I found myself very intrigued. The idea of being captured and put in straight jacket would be very scary, but knowing I am in the care of someone I trust would make it very exhilarating. I have no idea how I would act, I think my initial reaction would be to freak out and struggle a lot. I hope that after I knew there was no escape just realize that I am going to have to accept what ever is going to happen.

Lesson 1

I would like to first apologize for the delay in getting started. I had an emergency and had no access to the site until monday night and very limited time to access the site due to many work emergencies and travel envolved with it. I luckily had the CB-2000 in my luggage knowing I might need it. I shaved my crotch area which was in need of touch up and locked my cock away in the CB-2000.

Akasha's Property



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I do have a webcam but not with me due to lack of time to get ready for this trip after the emergency. I will have it again starting Thursday night. I will normally be available at nights.

Tristan's ability to submit to completely submit and allow complete control was impressive. He was able to allowing himself to be given up completely and didnt fight it. I also was impressed by him ability to increase the pleasure Akasha had very subtle actions. The fact that he knew when to fight and when to give up completely was amazing.

I have been in a situation when the mistress enjoyed me to fight back. she didn't want someone who was just giving in. She wanted someone who was make me her work to get him to submit. She was turned on when she had to force you into submission so I would fight he control. I would struggle while bound, fight being out into positions and things like that knowing she was turned on by this.

I would like to get better like Tristan on when to give in and when to use subtle movements and actions to help bring the situation along. This is something I think that can increase both sides pleasure with the situation.